<p><b>''</b><b>The kind of book you will find yourself saying urgently, over and over, to friends: ''Have you read it?'' CAITLIN MORAN</b><br><br><b>''G</b><b>ripping, funny and always honest'' DAVID NICHOLLS</b><br><br><b>''I honestly couldn''t put it down'' MARINA HYDE</b><br><br><b>An ordinary day.<br>The end of ordinary life.</b><br><br>One morning in June, Abi had her to-do list - drop the kids to school, get coffee and go to work. Jacob had a bad headache so she added ''pick up steroids''. She returned home and found the man she loved and fought and laughed with for twenty years lying on the bathroom floor. <br><br>And nothing would ever be the same again. <br><br>But this is not a pity memoir. It''s about meeting your person. And crazed late night Google trawls. It''s about the things you wished you''d said to the person that matters then wildly over-sharing with the barista who doesn''t know you at all. It''s about sushi and the wrong shoes and the moments you want to shout ''c