<p><b>THE </b><i><b>SUNDAY TIMES </b></i><b>No 1 BESTSELLER</b><br><br>''Deborah James captured the heart of the nation'' - <b>The Duke and Duchess of Cambridge <i>@KensingtonRoyal</i></b><br><br>''Brave, bright, beautiful'' - <b>Lorraine Kelly</b><br><br>''Deborah''s ability to find positivity in the darkest of places is an inspiration to us all'' - <b>Davina McCall</b><br><br>''This book has shaken me awake. I gulped it down in one sitting, then sat and cried... [But] hope is a character on every single page'' - <b>Christie Watson</b><br><br>-------------------<br><br><i><b>I was alive when I should have been dead. In another movie, I missed the sliding door and departed this wondrous life long ago. Like so many others, I had to learn to live not knowing if I have a tomorrow, because, statistically, I didn''t. At the age of 35, I was blindsided by incurable bowel cancer - I was given less than an 8 per cent chance of surviving five years. Five years later, my only option was to live