<p><b>The story of a mother grieving the sudden loss of her twenty-one-year-old child - from the award-winning and bestselling memoirist of <i>Don''t Let''s Go to the Dogs Tonight</i></b><br><br><b>''Truly extraordinary'' </b>HELEN MACDONALD<br><br><b>¿A mesmeric celebration... Will help others surviving loss ¿ surviving life''</b> NEW YORK TIMES<br><br>It¿s midsummer in Wyoming and Alexandra Fuller is barely hanging on. Grieving her father and pining for her home country of Zimbabwe, reeling from a midlife breakup, freshly sober and piecing her way uncertainly through a volatile new relationship with a younger woman, Alexandra vows to get herself back on even keel.<br><br>And then ¿ suddenly and incomprehensibly ¿ her son Fi, at twenty-one years old, dies in his sleep.<br><br>From a sheep wagon deep in the mountains of Wyoming to a grief sanctuary in New Mexico to a silent meditation retreat in Alberta, Canada, Alexandra journeys up and down the spine of the Rocky Mountains in an atte