<P><B>''I SAVOURED EVERY WORD'' ABI DAR¿</B><br><br><B>A REDEMPTIVE TALE OF THE POWER AND WISOM OF WOMEN''S BODIES'' LEAH HAZARD</B><br><br><B>''MAGNIFICENT: A WORK OF TRUTH'' SUSIE ORBACH</B><br><br><B>''FILLED ME WITH HOPE'' DR ELINOR CLEGHORN</B><br><br><B>''SO MANY WOMEN WILL FEEL LESS ALONE AFTER READING THIS BOOK'' KATIE WARD </B><br><br>Following the birth of her first children, twin boys, Jessica Cornwell collapsed in a fever. Rushed back to hospital, she was initially dismissed, before a life-threatening infection was diagnosed. Alone, recovering, watching her body bruise and break, a curious thing happened: she stopped feeling.<br><br>At home, the numbness remained. Nursing her boys through jaundice, learning to breastfeed, slowly re-emerging into a world where other mothers seemed to cope, Jessica hid her secret - she felt no love, only fear. Worse, vivid memories began to surface, of moments in her past she thought buried.<br><br>Jessica began to name, one by one, the shado